i had my first ever makeover session today!


thanks to Michelle Gan, Cecilia Ong Hui Ting and my lovely Brother, Chua Choon Yung.


thanks for giving me this surprise! i'm very touched!


once again, all of u brighten up my day with an unforgetable birthday present!


MUACKS

i am sure till today, almost everyone had watched the 3 mins clip titled "Beautifully Imperfect" online, TVs. it had certainly brought tears to my eyes when i watched the advertisement.

i will definitely understand the pain she had for her late husband. moving on is not going to be easy. this had brought attention to my mum, as it brings back memories of my late father.

my father had left us for almost 3 years already. i will never forget the last time i spoke to him was on my birthday 4 May 2006. and that was also the last time i took pictures with him. sometimes i wonder why "they" have to take my father away from me so early. he haven had the chance to see me graduate from ITE, he haven had the chance to see me getting my first pay check, he didnt have the chance to see me finding the job which i love and he will never have the chance to see me marrying a guy who will take care of me for the rest of life.
all he did was, close his eyes, lying on that white bed in ICU and never woke up to talk to me again.

i missed the presence of my father. in fact, i missed the times i argued with him, the times when we shouted at each other, the times he locked the door becuz i exceeded my curfew to be home and i will have to knock the door down to wake my family up. but all these had to be a past and to be kept in a place called "memories".

throughout these 3 years, life for me had changed a lot. i learnt many things yet i also lost many things. from being aimless to now i am heading towards a good career path ahead of me. from someone who doesnt know much to now, i am still learning to know better. i believed i had changed for the better. to be more hard-hearted, and to be more strong.

but to bear the pain of losing the one you loved is not easy. my mum still tear at the mention of my father. everyone missed him... now that my birthday is coming, i cant help but to think of my late father. i hope he is doing well out there and please take care of yourself, papa. wait for mummy but it will be a long wait ya? cuz mummy is going to stay with me and brother, till the day she take care of your grandchildren... and then slowly fade away... i'm sorry to take so much of mummy's time but i have to. my heart cannot take another blow so fast. i know you will understand becuz you love us as much as mummy does.

mummy told me the other day in mandarin,"你的爸爸不是最完美的，可是他是我的唯一。到今天，失去你的爸爸是我一生的痛苦."
now i know, my late father was my mum's Beautifully Imperfect man in her life.



PS: must be due to my PMS which makes me feel so emo today. pardon me please.

Note: Birthday Celebration on the 30th April 2009, Thursday

Venue @ Tanglin View Condo

Time will be after 7pm.

Details will be sent out by SMS when the day gets nearer, anything please contact me @ 9120 0000

wah! i haven been blogging for a while. time flies and now its April already!

my birthday is coming in about a month's time but i'm not really looking forward to it. why? neither do i know the answer.

its not because i am emo or what, its just that i have no special mood for celebration. i think i am getting old liao. haha!

probably a simple BBQ session with my close friends and colleagues. Dinner with my family.

i had been rather busy shifting office, packing and cleaning up the new office. compared to the previous unit, it is so much smaller now and everything is rather restricted. oh well...

i thought of blogging a super long entry but my brain is not functioning (as usual la...).. haha!

take care peeps! update soon!