cant believe i actually went to catch a movie alone today. it was a last min decision. watched "The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons". movie was kinda draggy but i like the storyline because its something new and of cos, not forgetting the main male character, Brad Pitt! he is just so handsome.... omg!

after the movie, took train and bus home. it had been a while since i last took train. was listening to my MP3 while returning home. many thoughts came into my mind.

will i ever get attached again? just what am i looking for? why do i still be so picky when i know i myself is not fantastic at all? what is it that cant put me down and settle happily with someone else? just what is wrong with me?

recently i find myself pretty weird. i dunno in what wats but i know yes, something isn't right. i really need a good rest. i'm very tired mentally and physically.