
this poster is done by me. swee bo?
6:44 PM
fairytales never exists.
11:33 PM
cant believe i actually went to catch a movie alone today. it was a last min decision. watched "The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons". movie was kinda draggy but i like the storyline because its something new and of cos, not forgetting the main male character, Brad Pitt! he is just so handsome.... omg!
after the movie, took train and bus home. it had been a while since i last took train. was listening to my MP3 while returning home. many thoughts came into my mind.
will i ever get attached again? just what am i looking for? why do i still be so picky when i know i myself is not fantastic at all? what is it that cant put me down and settle happily with someone else? just what is wrong with me?
recently i find myself pretty weird. i dunno in what wats but i know yes, something isn't right. i really need a good rest. i'm very tired mentally and physically.
10:39 PM
Lyrics
12:03 PM
to stay or to leave?
6:56 PM
i am disappointed.
with everything.
now that the path in front of me had vanished and i no longer can see.
the ugly and cruel side of the world change my perspective i used to have. with everything gone, i no longer will know where i am suppose to be at...
not anymore...
10:52 PM
is this all i can take?
i'm weak.
i tear again at work. i complaint to mummy. i tear yet again.
the moment i said all the things in my heart which had been inside for a long time, i burst out in tears in front of mummy. i felt so suffocated. =(
the previous entry i was praising myself and now right at this moment, i am having 2nd thoughts. haven i done what i am supposed to do till now? isnt my efforts there?
i'm stressed. in fact very stressed. can i make it till the end?
9:58 PM
it is really so amazing that i had been rather hardworking for the past 5 months and still going on strong.
have i found the direction that i want for my life?

i'm tired but i am still hanging on strong. I think i know where i am heading now. and i'm glad. =)
i bought a damn freaking nice watch from EBAY 2 weeks back and it was delivered to me ytd!
woohooo.. i'm a happy girl
9:34 PM