i was having a coffee session with some pals after dinner few nights ago and i came upon to know some "gossips". it is really amazing that how some people behave when it comes to the term "relationship".



i am not saying i am an expert in this area but i do believe that whatever i had gone through before, makes me a better person now.



there is something which i do not quite understand at all. how could anyone develop the same feelings towards 2 different persons at the same time? do you have such a big heart for the 2 persons? how would you know if you like this person more or love that person less?

love? or lust?

what makes you goes sleeping with somone you really like yet both of you will never work out? what difference does it makes being compared to other girls who sleep around endlessly?

there are really so much more questions and stuff that i wanna blog down here but i had decided to hold back.

can anyone enlighten me please?

one worry down, another one is on the way. when will i be ready to manage my own team? what can i do to improve myself fast in order not to disappoint my boss? i know i had tried hard enough. i feel that i had changed so much that even myself could feel it. but why is it that my boss is still not happy? many times, i really feel like breaking down and cry but there is no tears. i really want to do something and prove it to other people Huifen is capable. but how? i am really getting very tired and restless these days, i cannot give up now after so much effort i had put in. sighhh...

if only.................................