i was having a MSN conversation with Emily earlier on while i was at work. Suddenly she mentioned that 10 years i said i did not want to be a teacher.

but 10 years ago, i was 12 years old and my ambition then was to be a teacher.

i graduated and i went to a neighbourhood secondary school. At that time, i knew i did not want to be a teacher anymore. Kids are so hard to handle and especially older kids in their teens', are even much more worse than teens from my generation (hello! i am not saying myself very old here ok?).

10 years later, i am a projects executive who has to teach as well. I don't have to teach all the wordy subjects but only art and craft. it is really amazing. i had always love drawing and origami, and now i am given a chance to do so. It is like a dream come true for me. Am i living in my dream or this is reality? I am even given a chance to lead other people or even my own team in time to come (provided i can perform well).

having to teach for almost 1 month now, i discovered a lot of wonderful things and also learnt many dos and do-nots when teaching younger kids. I had learnt to speak up more in english and learn how to communicate with people. especially parents. being located in a "well to do" area, i had to face many "well to do" people, and speaks to them in a professional way. though i know i am still not up to the standard, i know i am trying hard.

in a way, i feel that i had changed a lot. to be more responsible and more hardworking. I had never been busy before in my life and i'm never seem to be "visible" all the while till i got this job. i really wanna thank my late father and also my 2 boss who had given me this chance and allowing me to change for the better.

work is piling up! i better go get working. i shall update again!
take care people! miss you all very much!