after sometime of "wondering" around aimlessly, thinking what to do for my future, I had finally came to a point where people treat me as part of their family, teaching me things that I should learn and knowing more things than any other people.

I had learnt scratch from zero to something today. though it is only 2 months working for my current company, i felt that i had really learnt lots of things. be it just work, or friends, or family or whatever. from admin stuff, to operations side to teaching. i know i still have a long way to go, but at least now i know i had something to look forward to. a good career and give a good life for my family. i no longer feel lost and useless already because i know one day i will be successful and prove to people who had once looked down on me. i also wanna thanks all my friends who had been supportive and understand my busy schedule recently.

i sound like i going to go away anytime soon. LOL. its just something i wanna blog about long ago but did not have the time.

teaching was not as easy as what i thought. having to be really patience with kids and tolerate all their nonsensical whims, really were not an easy task. i learnt to hold on and still smile to them. its so unlike of me to do so, most of the time i am fed up with kids who scream and shout in public, yet now? haha! i am teaching kids how to draw. seriously, i wonder how the hell i will ended up doing teaching kids. it doesnt mean i dun like kids, i love kids when they are obedient and they will always surprise me with their innocent stares and adorable smile.

the other problem i had faced was having to converse in english. my english is very bad that i speak in broken english most of the time. i am learning now to speak fluently and hopefully i will be able to do it.

now i just wanna work hard and give my family a good life.

jiayou! same goes to all of you also! especially all my good friends!