i always thought having someone to back you up, giving you all the responsibilities that you should be holding, was an easy task. well, it's easy said than to be done. and i realised how hard it is for me now.

never have i been treated so well by a boss before and thus, he taught me everything i should know, but i always seem to be letting him down. am i too stupid to even understand his questions? i never thought of giving up this job at all, even up till now, letting go is not one of my options.

first time i would bring work home to complete, i would think about what happen for the day and i think of ways to improve myself better. its not a one night kind of thing that can digest immediately. no one had ever felt my existence before, yet now, my boss wants me to climb up high and fast. who doesnt want an instant success? especially when you are with someone so capable? i am glad that i came upon this job, i really hope i wont disappoint myself and my boss at the end of day.

sighhh. braindead-ed