i always thought people with strong friendship bonds around me makes me envious and jealous of them.

only till recently then i realised friendship can reveal its true colours just within months. to be frank, i was really disappointed when i was told about it. it make me realised how fragile a friendship bond can be.

you wanted to prove to people that friends can work well and succeed together, you wanted to prove everyone wrong. what about now? the current situation? have things gone the way you want it to be in the first place? nobody can learn to run before learning how to walk. who on earth in this world dun wanna be successful? i also wanna be one. but can i just jump as and when i like? if can, will i still be aimless before i find my current job? the answer is no.

what have you done now? within short notice, your mindset, your decisions had changed completely. have you spared a thought for your other mates? how disappointed they were? even i'm just an outsider, i can sense the disappointment.

oh well, its just my 2 cents thoughts after all.