have you ever been asked before what you want in life?

i was dumbfounded when i was being questioned about this.

i'm not tired about my job. maybe not now. i'm still learning a lot of things yet i am slow in doing so. i feel sucky when i feel that i dunno anything much.

i know what i wanna achieve and yet i dunno how to tell people that. its not i dunno, but thats me. i'm expressionless. when i keep quiet, it doesnt mean i dun care or doesnt understand, i'm just thinking to myself.

which person doesnt wanna be successful? who doesnt wanna make it to the top?

at times i feel that i'm so lousy when being compared to others.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. i dun feel good. really. =(