i really feel that one has to really put in effort in whatever things they are doing.

in all areas in fact.

i'm not of a very good person with a lot of determination and motivation but i think i am learning to be one.

to be more responsible with my actions.

yet in a way, i feel that i haven reach that stage yet..

as being compared to my peers, i realised i'm far away from them. as in ambitions, goals and future. i seem to lose my way easily through the surroundings or the people. i tend to get tempted easily and go "astray" out of a sudden. i know surroundings dun usually change a person but its that person who had changed. how true this sentence is exactly? i'm not sure the answer myself either.

settling myself in a new environment and with new goals and aims, had set myself challenging myself within the limits. new work scope, new ppl, new place. its not easy to accept everything at once and i'm glad i am still handling it well.




PS: why no1 seems to believe me that i am going Cao Ge's concert alone huh? NBZ