prata session last night with meiyi, her hubby and xueyi was fun. the teasings, the chats were all so fun. glad to have known them. hope this will continue for a long long time ya?

during the prata-ing session, carpark attendant arrived. almost everyone was parking illegally outside the prata shop at NUS there. immediately xueyi took her keys, and ran towards her car and drove away to another area to park. as for this mummy-to-be, meiyi, she was sitting calmly beside me, still enjoying her mee goreng like nothing happened. and her hubby who was driving past, saw his wife's car was being summoned (he didnt call her) and out of courtesy, meiyi called him not to park at this area and she also happily told him that she kanna summoned. and guess what? her husband replied her very calmly too leh! "i know ar... i saw..." i was like -_-" how can this married couple still behave so calmly when such things happen? omg! seriously, i dunno how to describe them...

that prata meal was the most expensive meal i had even eaten...


something unhappy happened this morning. i wanted to blog about it. but i had already cooled down. i dun wanna bring up the unhappy things and make myself unhappy again. =D i decided to give this person a second chance. i know my patience is running out. my friends know too. but what can i do? right?
just for this one last time... =)

hmmm. i did a fantastic thing last night.


guess where am i?

got it?

yes. at china square. exact location? inside U-Toys. why am i there?

mahjong loh. with who?



the crew above including me! what a place to be playing mahjong at. with no airconditioning, no electric fan. and with lots of toys surrounding us. great job! i bet there will be more to come! =D

moody moody moody!

no confidence.

interview changed to 2nd May. 2 days before my birthday.

great birthday present. =)

New look of me! =D~



pretty hor? LOL so feminine sia...

i'm on leave today. my dad's death anniversay as on lunar calender. =D



been meeting up with online people these days. not that i am so desperate but just to release stress. seeing different people might give me better ideas for my art work. why? i received a call from my secondary school teacher yesterday morning, telling me the school had thrown away all past years art works. thanks to that, and now i am rushing to finish up to like 10 pieces of work. WTH? been a while since i last touch, pencils and paper to draw. there is no ideas in my mind at all. doubt i can make it after all. my confidence level is still very low. sigh.



oh well.



many thoughts flowed into my mind lately. good and bad. everything together. so stressed and yet i aint sure abt the real reason. haiz.











on another note, my dear ar bird had updated her blog like probably less than 100 words. but i saw my FULLNAME there.

and kangkangemily said her face is not shown in my blog.. so...




this pic took sometime back le. i look damn chio hiao in the picture sia... and kangkang is so retard cute. wahahahaha!

editted** i'm chatting with huda in MSN! she is alive!!!

this is me.

pretty hor? doesnt look like me at all. and i feel so naked. haha!

shouldnt call myself FenzSoCute anymore. hahaha!

FenzSoPretty!!! LOL

on a serious note, i dunno if going back studying full time is my correct choice. because of this, i had been stressing myself too much lately. i really dun wish to make the wrong choice anymore. i'm tired of feeling aimless le... what should i do? advice anyone?

why cant i just hold back my temper and be more patience? only when i started yelling, make her unhappy, then i will feel guilty, remorseful. why is it that my temper lately is not controllable like before?



sigh.



i'm not confident for my Lasalle interview. in a way i hope i will pass yet i hope i will not do well in it. oh well... whatever. i'm stressing myself.



anyway, some ramdon pictures i took today.

finally some decent pic of myself with ceiling
look at my beautiful shirt... sorry i mean smile
finally bird's hair is normal now =D~
our sinful dinner

time for bed. good night.

sorry mum.

it had been ages since i last played mahjong. and i did so for the last 2 nights with miao and the couple melrene, and last night with my colleagues. the feeling was great and atmosphere was funny. got to know a new friend last night. an uncle of cos. drive taxi de... so funny loh... i can ask him i should sit in front of the back since he is sending me back for free. because you see, when i always take cab, i always sit at the back. so now somemore i just know that uncle, i sure will think is sit behind or in front de ma... right?

interview at lasalle on the 18th and i am still not done with my portfolio. well done! and the interview is getting hard...





FACULTY OF FOUNDATION STUDIES
Visual Studies Foundation

Preparing your Portfolio

Portfolio should be A2 or smaller (A4 minimum) and preferably with a zipped cover.
10 pieces of work need to be presented.
Your work should include drawings, sketches, 2-D work (e.g. painting, printmaking, digital imaging) or 3-D work (e.g. sculpture, ceramics).
Originals of work are preferred, however photographs, digital images & JPEG (cd-rom) are also acceptable (particularly for work larger than 60cm X 20cm in size).
Works & images should be accompanied with labels/captions indicating: Title of work, year of completion, medium/material and size/dimension of works.

What we are looking for

Applicants need to be selective in preparing the portfolio to ensure that it best represents their creative ability.

The assessment of the portfolio is based on the following considerations:

· Creative development in the artwork/project
· Observational skills
· Experimentation in medium and material exploration
· Overall clarity in your portfolio presentation



What will happen on the Interview Day?

When you arrive:
· You will be directed to the interview space and asked to lay out your portfolio.

· You will be interviewed by two lecturers of the LASALLE as part of the group interview.

· There will be FIVE other candidates in your group.

· While the lecturers are assessing your portfolio, you will be asked to discuss with the other candidates on the topic: WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO BE CREATIVE? As a group you should prepare some ideas for discussion later on in the interview.

· Once the lecturers have assessed the portfolios, all candidates will be asked to select their best piece of artwork from their own portfolio and talk about it for 2 minutes. You should say why you think it is your best piece and also talk about how you developed it.

· Once all the candidates have presented their artwork, the whole group will then discuss the topic: WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO BE CREATIVE?

· Finally there will be an opportunity for you to ask questions about LASALLE and the VISUAL STUDIES FOUNDATION PROGRAMME.

This group interview will last for 45 minutes


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creative? how to talk about it? and talk about my best work piece for like 2 mins? how? like oral exam during school times leh... and the whole interview will last for a good 45 mins. how? sure die there...

its always great to have meetups with friends u hardly have the time to meet. and i did so today at vivo. heavy and sinful dinner but i had fun chatting and being mischievous. thats me. =) and also thanks to uncle Terence who sent me back to jurong and all your way back to sengkang. haha! oh ya damn. i forgotten to take pics with my friends again. no good. i'm forgetful again.

time for bed peeps! singapore flyer!!!

isn't it cool to blog using mobile phone? Haha. Thats what i'm doing now. Sometimes its better to remain as friends. Complicated things complicate our lives. Let it be is what i'm telling myself. I'm satisfied with what i have now. No more demands. No more tears. All these happy moments will remain as part of my memories. I'm fine. No worries. Really. Its singapore flyer tml!

i'm thinking too much.

it was a mistake to get back together. you caused me even more misery.

once i had you and now i lost you. but i guess its better for things to remain this way.

thanks for appearing in my life twice and caused me pain. but i'm stronger this time round.

i am fine. no worries.

singapore flyer this thursday!!! yeshhh!!!!!! popeye outlet is there too! i wanna eat eat eat!!!

its once a year 清明节 again. this year kinda surprise. because many extrapeople turned up. but the more the merrier la...

started our "journey" around 5plus in the morning and ended up, many people were late. what to do right? its like so early loh... how can everyone wake up on time? especially with young kids like me and my brother. haha!

i shall let u all see where my dad stays now.

did u all see the big flowers in the first pic? i buy de hor.. cost me a bomb. but i think my dad is pretty happy. haha!

relatives praying to my dad. i think my dad is overjoy to see so many people today. my first time seeing so many relatives turning up also.



long time no see my dad liao right? LOL. i hope dad is happy out there... because all of us miss him a lot!

PS: this post if u belong to those 迷信 or pang dang although i am one, u can choose not to read this post. heez.

its a stay home saturday for me. coz i am left with $2 in my wallet only. pathetic right?

seriously, i really thinking of getting these stuffs... but gonna need my mum's permission...

aint they cute? i really like it... actually been eyeing these stuff for quite sometime already. its my fetish. so i didnt let anyone know until now... shhhh....

hentai!! yamatte!!!!!!

hehe =P

杨宗纬-洋葱

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音

沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著

今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸
你会流泪
只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒专属的剧情



my favourite song recently.... its nice.


my birthday is next month!!!!! 4th May!!!!!!! wahahahhahahahaha!

i am defeated again.

sometimes i think god is being cruel to my family. why take my dad away so early from us?
yet at times, i think god is being fair. he took away my father and yet gave us anything that we wished for. i am contradicting right?

all these, blessing in disguise?

my family is not a rich family but we still can make end meets. but given the financial status now, my family cant afford to send my brother to university after completing his national service. how could anyone in this world can say my brother university fees, we can actually loan from bank? how do we pay back? mortage our flat? which is the only valuable thing we are left with? i know your company has its own rules and regulations for this compensation thing, but why not put yourself in our shoes and think about it? my dad's live only worth that much? in fact, my dad's live is priceless, money cant buy everything. can u use the money and buy back my mum's happiness? my mum's lifetime partner? if it wasnt that man's reckless driving, will we ever need your help? think again, how do u call a family when it is not complete?

i attended Meiyi's wedding last sunday. seeing her dad shelter her with the umbrella from her place to the bridal car, makes me think of my dad. (hey ger, not saying its a bad thing ar. just miss my father =) no offends de. =D) when the day i get married, who will be the one who shelter me with the umbrella? who will be the one who cover me with the veil? how happy my father will be like? this day will never come... i know... but i know my father will be very happy looking above me on this very day. if he is still around....

dun worry people. i am fine. =) only recently things crop out on the legal side and everything is messed up. i'm just blogging my thoughts.

i'm still sick. no good.

its parts and parcels in life that we will come across such situation. whether it is for the good or bad, we have to look ahead. for a brighter future.