things always happen for a reason. many times these reasons are often left unknown.

i'm glad i've came up with a decision so fast and also to end my decision that fast. many asked me what happen, i just dunno how to explain. perhaps the past still haunts me and i'm afraid to love again.

let this be my memory and move on towards my future.

on another note, i sold my LG KU990 away.

isnt life will be beautiful if everything around is flawless?

nothing to worry, nothing to stress about...

being single is still the best. =)

i'm not a perfect lover.

sometimes i wonder, are we really meant to be?

loneliness? or love? fling?

lost in space. not a good feeling i should say. but i will try to cheer up myself.

its amazing at how we girls can actually manage our emotions at times. we can be so caring and happy at this point of time and the next minute, we are emotional. why are girls always the one being labelled as "crying creature" by guys? i mean, dun u guys cry? i bet there are guys who cried when they are sad too. girls show their real inner feelings.. guys? always acting tough on the outside when they are actually sad.

why do i blog about this out of a sudden? because....














read on...




































i got nothing better to do. LOL


dun kill me please. i got a friend who is going to slaughter me as soon as she sees me and another one wanna skin me alive... i dunno why they wanna do this to a cute ger... hmmm.... *pondering*

haha!

alright, i know i'm being crappy today but i cant be helped. i'm so dead tired from my work and even mahjong cant make my day any better. yawns..

received a sms from a friend this afternoon. she getting ROM on 30th April 2008. happy for her! and she asked me to be her bridemaid leh... i agreed without any hestiation. why? because i have never done this before and i wanna experience it. haha! so cool isnt it? feel so excited though her wedding dinner and wedding shots session will be held next May (2009) and end of this year respectively. haha!

friends getting hitched one by one. when will it be my ladies' turn? who first?
ceiling? kang kang? ah miao? lin? ah bird? hmmmm.... or myself?

enough of my post. think should be able to last for like 1 week ba.. no pictures tonight. dun miss me too much! i know many of you miss my cute face. heez

hmmm.



你们看过非洲难民吗？

guess who are they? LOL

dear whoever in the pic, dun kill me please... i was just bored and was clearing my cupboard. cant help but to take out old pics and laugh at ourselves... and i saw this. i really find it funny leh.. =X

when one changes for the better, i believe he or she deserves a good second chance.



and i seriously believe so. =)



i dunno where the future is going to lead us and after so many lessons learnt from the past, i learn to take a step at a time. i'm not going to rush things now and i hope friends around me will be happy for me and wish me all the best.



nothing beats more than blessings from people i love.

i'm selfish.

i don't share.

i'm sorry.

enjoy this... funny... LOL

its gonna be the new lunar year again in just a hours' time. hows everyone's mood?

reunion dinner this year is great. good food with reasonable price and atmosphere was ok. everything is perfect i guess.

shall let the pics do the talking. coz my brain is dead now. haha

my bro & me... waiting for mum to get ready
its acting chio time! (spot my pimple?)
mummy & grandma
uncle & grandpa
my treasured ones

though its a happy occasion for all of us, but i had never forgotten about my dad all these while... it;s the 2nd new year without him... and i still miss him so... papa, gong xi fa cai!!! =)

last but not least,

i wish that this mousy mousy year will bring all my friends good luck and bless them with good health. =)

祝大家新年快乐，万事如意！ 恭喜发财！

i forgot to add on something for my last post.



my dear friend, Meiyi, she sms and called the day before and last evening. guess for wat?



to tell me she working for half day today (tuesday) and no work on CNY's eve. -.-"

i realised i haven been meeting up with my friends these days... for chatting or gossiping sessions. am i the one too busy or too free? LOL

oh well, anyway i dunno what i going to say. haha.


my manager told me i got serious lazy eye problem when i dun wear spec. =( told my mum about it and she got me some kind of plaster to cover my normal eye and train my lazy eye to see more. no wonder my degree for both my left and right eyes are so different. one is almost perfect, while the other is abnormal. haha.

it seems that i've got lots of problems lately. just wish i will recover soon.
pray hard.

seriously, i really dread pimple days now...

yet on a happier note, i had my manicure and pedicure done!!!

and it costs me a bomb. =.="

dun ask me about the price. i'm damn broke already.

by the way, where have all my readers gone to? hmmmmm......



chinese new year is just 3 days away!!!

horrible pimples!!

look at that huge pimple on my nose!!!! the first time in my whole life, i've got this huge huge huge pimple appear on my face!!! i'm so bad... i think i am just too heaty... =(

i wan look cute cute during CNY....

this is karma!!!! OMFG!!!!

i will never laugh at people again... =(

*provided if i can* LOL

i think is a bad new year i should say for me. its only january and i'm not well everywhere.

first, was down with bad cold, then sudden outbreak og big pimples (which is still around now), then my ankle (which still hurts when i walk now) and now my neck. there is a lump on the right side my my neck. when i touch it, i feel pain. think i must have been too heaty lately. i think i should stop having late nights. falling sick is just not me.

went to the doc earlier on. he said i was stressed and therefore i'm suffering from all these sudden attack of pains. he gave me some pills for muscle relaxen and painkillers and ask me to rest well these few days because CNY is coming and he is sure that i wouldnt want to be sick for this joyous occasion.

and i'm going to heed the doctor's advice. i am serious this time. until i get better then i will CHIONG all the way for CNY. hahahahaha!!!!

alright, people do take care of your health too. drink more water!

take care!