blogging had always been what i like doing whenever i'm home, but i dunno what happened these days that my blogging mood is just not there.



anyway, misfortune things had been happening to me recently.

first my nose was giving me problems. the the sudden outbreak of pimples on my face occurred. and now my ankle.



my ankle had been giving me problems for days and it will cause me an unbearable pain that i had to stop walking for a while to ease the pain. finally, before i went to work today, i went to see a chinese sinseh. he said my joint inside my ankle there was swollen badly. thats why my pain lasted for quite a few days. he rubbed my ankle and i almost cried out. it was so freaking pain... can you imagine i was grabbing the side of the doc's table, biting my lips, enduring the pain? omg! its just so painful. and now my ankle is wrapped like a pig's trotters. =.="

just take a look at my fat leg!

i hope it will be healed soon, if not next week i gonna go see the sinseh again which i dun wan to. it hurts!!!! =(

hmmm. just some random thoughts below. nothing to do with my emotions or whatsoever. =)

i wondered what had happened to some of my friends lately. some MIA for no reason, some in emo state, mood swing, some getting troubled over relationships, some just seem to be in their own world and many more which i dunno use what words to describe.

i know there are times when us feel like being alone. not that we are trying to be anti-social to seek attention, but we just wan some times alone to think. many of us tend to keep things to ourselves because we felt that there are things which are better off being left unsaid. and i truly understand that. its not easy to sort out your thoughts in a single night. but i do know that being alone doesnt mean you will be able to solve everything. tell me what are friends for? they are there to lend you a listening ear whenever you needed one. to complain, to console, to listen, to led on, to love, to like, to accompany and etc. friends might not give the best advice but friends share weal and woe together.

i dun feel good seeing my friends being unhappy about things that happened in their lives. everything happens for a reason, but sometimes we are just not sure what are those reasons. so since we dunno the reason, why do we get bother by it? in life, there are many things that are happening everyday for us to see and all these things happened for a reason but we just cant sit down there and think of the reason and left other more important things undone. there are many obstacles that we need to go through since the day we were born till the day we leave this world. whether its family, money, friends, career or relationships related, we can never avoid it. we should learn to face them and challenge them till the end because no one knows what will happen tomorrow, but 1 thing for sure is that, if you never try, you will never know the outcome.

i may not have written in the most perfect english language, but i know if you are my friend and you are reading this now, i'm sure you know what i'm trying to say. last but not least, i wish all my friends to stay happy as before and may Dua Pek Gong bless you people!

good night and sweetest dreams tonight!

PS: dream of me!!! i am the cutest!!! heez =P