i read meiyi's latest post earlier on and i realised that people do changed.
maybe i had always demanded alot from my friends. what i give, i make sure i get back the same as well. but most of the time, i didn't.

often i thought i've gotten many good friends and i believe they will surely be there for me when i need them the most. but after some issue and stuff happened, i began to see who is true and who is not.

i know these days i had been making my friends worry about me. maybe a bit way too much. but you cant blame me, as i'm still figuring out what is my farking problem. like i mentioned a lot of times, i am NOT emo. i still can laugh, play, chat and disturb with my friends, just that my brain contain nothing inside.

so what if i got many wonderful friends around? there are certain things in life that make me realised some of my wonderful friends are not what i expected at the end of the day.

craps. what am i talking here? *faints*

oh well. time changes people. surroundings changes people. i believe i had changed (hopefully its for the better).
what i hope is, the ones i am learning to treasure now, wont disappoint me. i expect a lot. and maybe i should get back what i deserve.

its not about this issue that makes me looks gloomy these days, really! just that i happen to read about what meiyi had blogged, thats why i am typing this entry now. even though i dunno how the hell i typed out all these. haha!

anyway, off for work. i'm late today!