been a while since i last blog a proper entry.


thought a lot of the past few days, or in fact weeks. talked to some friends about my problems which i cant figure it out myself. still trying to figure out now. it's slowly being placed together bit by bit already. and i'm glad it is.


i'm still slacking. but i know i will pull myself up soon again.


i must have disappoint quite a number of people recently and causing them to be pissed off with me. haha. sorry but no worries, i will brace myself soon again. bear with me for a while and i will be really fine.


sometimes i wonder why do i want to make other people's problem to be my problem? worth it? why am i doing all these things when i have gotten better things to do? i had sorted out my thinking already. i wouldnt wanna wear a mask in front of nasty people anymore. i wanna be nice to people who are nice to me and not take me for granted. i had seen enough of ugly side of human beings lately, even myself.


i'm still the HuiFen everyone had known. the cheerful, crazy, funny, adorable, cute and so many more wonderful words to describe myself, Fenz.



i'm still the Chua Hui Fen, Hui Fen, Fenz, vivaFenz, vivapork, pork pork, huifi, fifi, ah yi, cute mei, fen etc etc or whatever you all always call me.

see! i dun lie. i am still the funny Fenz!

2007 is coming to an end. i had thought about a few of my new year's resolution. but i guess i will only blog it when the day is nearer.

have you people thought about yours? share with me ya? =)