today was a good day to start off for the week until unfortunate things started to happen on me when the day was about to end.

1st i was waiting for the train at boon lay and i was squeezed to the back and i couldnt make it inside the 1st train i was waiting. then came the 2nd train, not much people and so i managed to get a seat, place myself in gd position and started to go into my Lalaland in the train.

at chinese garden stop, i was tapped on my lap and the SMRT attendance said all passengers got to alight because the train was faulty. i was not only disturbed of my sleep and i got to squeeze with even more people at the stop to get on the next train. by then, my watch showed the time 6.30pm (my class starts at 7pm) and yes, i was late for my class.

i moved myself into the train out of courtesy so that passengers could board the train. the journey seems hours to me. finally, "Ding Dong, Lavender". i fasten my pace to the door to alight but i was blocked by many brainless, idiotic dumbass morons in the train. "Door Closing..." tadaa!!!! i was just behind the door. damn. i missed my stop! got no choice but to alight at the next stop and took the train back to Lavender again. i was already late by then.

i was panicking. i scare i couldnt make it on time for my test paper. i quicken my pace and rush to the classroom. test paper were on my desk, i started to look at it. and guess what?







i totally forgotten whatever i had studied the day before. my brain was in a blank. nothing came up for that 1 and a half hours while i was sitting for my paper. i handed in a blank answer sheet with just my name, date and question numbers on it.
the last time i did this, was when i was having my Combined Humanlities paper during O levels.


damn. i actually did hand in that BLANK PIECE of answer sheet! i'm sad. why couldnt i think of anything at all? why must i panick? damn damn damn.



but whats done cannot be undone. i just got to do even better for the rest of my papers to pull up my results. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i'm such a disappointment!





no more As... = no more treats... =(