i had an interesting sms exchange with bird yesterday.

bird: friday slack till yesterday. i now no mood to work le la. :( influence by u all

me: haha! i never hor. i so nice. i also at work now. like zombie though. still suffering from overeating-sinful-meal-from-last-night symptoms.

bird: i'm suffering from the overplay-sleep-not-enough-sickness lei. haha. tonight we 2 go see doc. lol

me: haha. ok! we got serious problem. work hard today ba. its a new week! though monday blues is kinda serious today :-)

bird: ya. it's so blue tat it turn purple. :-) back to work. try harder ba.


thats how our sms went. kinda cool? i smiled at myself when i read her reply. so damn funny.


anyway, its still a tuesday blue today... boring! thanks james for sending me back last night!
alright, i better do something now.

update again soon!


editted:

i had a chat with a friend whom i haven been contacting for probably 2 years?

have i changed? my thinking? my decisions in life? am i a different person now? she said i had changed.

we talked about relationships. this topic had always been our regular since we known each other and right now, we are still talking about it.
i'm not saying u are childish. its just that u should change ur thinking towards r/s in a more adult way and not being so naive. loving sum1 that kind of feeling, everyone had been thru it. its not easy to melt his heart, but if he appreciates you, he definitely will. dun push urself down just because u think u dun look good in appearance, a good man will never talk abt looks in a r/s. and a good man will never have an underground relationship with you when he already had a gf for more than 2 years. u should know what i am trying to say here. i dun think i am that mature or have the right to give u a lecturing but u are still a friend to me and i seriously hope u will get urself out of this mess and move on. its never a good thing to be a 3rd party. eventually u will only get hurt and the guy will just go away scot-free. why let urself fall deeper into the pit when u already know there's a ladder to help u get out of it? think again. u know what is right and what's not. with me saying so much, it probably wun get into ur head. but think again. does it worth doing so much? do u think he is the 1 for u? there's sum1 for everyone out there. including me, including you. it's just the time after all. think about what i had said. i'm sure u are old enough to think already.

take care