once again, i find myself in a dilemma again.

over job issues. seriously, i dunno what i really want now. i'm back to square one. it makes me headache. i cant even think properly now.

i think i am falling sick.

i agree that life is filled with choices to be made. but then again, what if all the choices we've got are limited? so even if the choices are made, what about the consequences which will happen behind? i always think a lot.

from the game "SUDOKU", people know i am someone who thinks far away. but sudoku is still a game, life aint. i cant treat my life like a game. happy happy, i do this, happy happy i do that. i no longer a ger whose hands just hold out and ask money from parents now already.

anyway, i had tendered my resignation already. 20th will be my last day. after that, i will see what i wanna do. i gonna enjoy myself after that till i know what i want in my life. =)


i hope friends give me support.


on the topic of friends, this morning i chatted with one of my gd fren in MSN before i went to work, she told me something which made my monday so blue that i felt like punching someone who will provoke me right in my face.
i went searching for many shops for a suitable present for this ger friend of mine. i tried very hard to find things that i think was suitable for her. the moment i gave her the gift, all i get from her, i mean her expression, it was nothing. she merely just gave a fake smile and thats it. ok fine. i can tolerate that. and guess what happen the next day when my gf chatted with her if she like the gift?

a word of dislike.
WTH?

hello?! the gift isnt as bad as what she think. i thought giving gift was suppose to be the thoughts that counts? i put in effort in every present i choose for my friends. i know my taste isnt as good as those fashionable people around me, but that doesnt mean my taste is so bad that u think i am weird? each of us has their own unique taste, whats wrong with mine? even if u dun like it, u can just keep it to urself, why bother saying out? is this how we should treat our frenz? i thought friends should treasure whatever they have for each other?
but i guess only true friends appreciate one another. i'm lucky to have a few. so i gonna learn how to treasure them.

have i been too naggy these days? its like i had been updating my blog so often and almost the entries are all so long. haha!

do tag more often for those who are my regular readers ya?
a kiss for you, MUACKS!
hahaha