i'm so tired even after sleeping for more than 12 hours! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

hang on there!!! another 1 more week to go!!!

YES!!!

cant wait for the 20th to come... hehe



and my 1st thailand trip!!!!


tonight is my good friend uncle melvin cum sista's birthday celebration, hope he will enjoy himself tonight. LOL


my brother's enlistment will be on the 15th december. thats like so fast loh. when i heard this from my mum, a moment of sadness come right into me. i dunno why. my brother had never left my mum's and my side before. now he will be going for training for 2 weeks. my mum had been worrying so much for my brother nowadays, that she even thought of my late father. i know she still misses father a lot and of cos i do too. whenever she cried, i dunno what to do. i wanna console her but no words came out of my mouth. i will cry whenever i see her cry. i'm not a strong ger at all. but i still have to learn to be strong because taking care of my mother is my biggest responsibility now. i think my father must be really happy to know my brother is finally going to serve his NS. finally my brother is going to be a real man soon...

i had never say this before to my brother,

"didi, jiejie always love you de.. just that i dont always express them out to you. when i know that u are going NS, i really feel sad. tears almost fall out but i hold back. i dunno if u will believe it a not, but its the truth... just hope that you will stay strong throughout this training and everything will be fine after that."

=)