i had an ugly past.

when i was in my teens, i was never a good girl. i dunno how to appreciate the good things in life. i demanded a lot. i tend to believe that if i wan a certain thing, i make sure i will get it without any much obstacle or delay. but all these were then.

i had changed since then. i had changed since a year back. because i lost an important person in my life. i treasure family ties even more.

i quarrelled with mum today. was very very upset. was at a loss and i didnt know who to call.
called a friend. i guess he was stunned too. because we were both silent at each end. to think of it again, i wouldnt have pick up the phone to call him. somehow i regretted a bit. i duno why.

i think he might have find me a nuisance instead now ba. =)

but everything with my mum now is fine already. i'm just so glad. =)