i still can't believe that i can stay awake so long just for the sake of mahjong-ing. and mahjong had been part of my weekends nights these days. almost every week, i will play mahjong. its really incredible. i really have to thank my brother for teaching me the mahjong basics and now i am addicted to it.
i am sick for almost a week liao. the running nose really pissed me off. i had to keep asking tissue all the time. damn it.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... i thought of something to write about last night but now i had forgotten all about it. sigh...
recently many things had happened. knowing a friend who had always been putting on a mask whenever she is with us, really disappoint me and some friends a lot. i'm not sure why she did all these for, but this really taught me one thing. I dun need so many good friends, just a few good ones will do. i know i am not a good friends but i do treasure friendship. friends are part of our life and i believe every single one of us has a good friend. one or many doesnt matter, as long as they stay true to themselves, the friendship will sure last. its just my opinion here. =)
and also, if u have no feelings for that person in a relationship, why bother having one in the first place with that person? dont't you know that you will hurt that person deeply if he/she really likes you? i believe in karma myself. i will not try a relationship if i am in a confusion state or just-because-my-friends-are-all-attached-so-i-must-be-attached kind of stuff like this. really man! i must be sure i am ready enough to start a relationship because i have feelings and that i am ready to commit. why do i say all these craps? because i was told by someone that she had a boyfriend now and she said she was just playing with that person. WTH? she just wanted to feel love thats all. i dun deny that for me as well but i must be sure i got feelings for that person oso ma. even a tiny bit oso can. but not for this ger. it just sucks to know all these shit actually. when it was all just lies.
enough of my rantings abt craps.
pretty busy these days especially mondays and fridays. got to rush for night classes straight after work. and i had been late always. LOL. cant be helped leh. my workplace in tuas, and my school is in the east. but i gonna endure these for 1 year. i hope i can make it. and graduate with diploma to make my mum proud. and hopefully, i can continue with my degree after that. thats my plan for sure. must work hard already wor. if not i gonna regret big time in the future.
my genting trip is on 20th july. this coming friday and i cant wait for it. why? because i gonna make my 1st step into the casino! i wonder how it is like leh! and i heard many myths about entering a casino, what i can do, what i cannot do. haha. so excited loh! and yes, that themepark! i hope it wont be too misty loh. and the weather! sure much more cooler than in singapore. but i still love singapore la. i gonna enjoy myself this trip without other stuff affecting me! 3 days 2 nights!!! yipee!!!!
ok la. i bought many magazines to read. this is a long entry with no pics. but if u do expect one, oh well, i give u see then!
i like the above pic leh! ask me why, faster!!!!!!!!
because i dont look that fat!! LOL
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