as you all should know that i irc often right? seriously i got no problem meeting a group of strangers at the start and then becoming good friends with them. but the incident today really freak me out. maybe i am bad saying all these but it cant be helped. but come to think of it again, i will laughed at myself for what had happened.

there is this guy i chatted with online. he told me he was 28 years old. let's call him B. i wasnt really keen chatting with him because all our chats were kinda dull. then he wanted to meet me. alright, since he was DRIVING, i said okay sure no problem. i never seen his picture before. so i imagined him the worse i can ever imagine. and so, i didnt pin on much hopes meeting any good looking guys oso.

so i waited and waited. then he came.




from far away.............. i saw a boar.



since i agreed on meeting, i got into his car. i didnt look him straight into his eyes at all. and guess what the first thing he said about me?







"WOW, you are quite FAT for a 21 years old hor?"

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THIS GUY? size is differentiate with age de meh? when i heard it, i turned and faced him. he wasnt what he said at all. oh my freaking god!!! he was oso FAT loh. he said i look fair in my pic and why do i look so dark in person? and he, himself wasnt better even!!! he got a fat belly and a freaking hole-ly face!!! and he dun even look like he is fucking 28 years old loh!!! he looks even older than my late father!!! and he is there saying sarcastic remarks about me!!! i was angry. i was furious. i wasnt hurt about his words and i was really angry.

so i just smiled at him and immediately sms michelle for rescue.

so i lied. lied that my office need me back urgently and michelle had to "act" as my manager who called. damn. luckily it works. and off i ran to get a cab and off i went to meet michelle.

this was my nightmare even when i wasnt sleeping. damn it.


i know i am bad. but like i said before, i may not be the best ger in this world but still, i got my rights to choose. u cant blame me for doing that. he was the one who started it.

oh my freaking god!!

i will really change my mind abt online people now. FREAK!