i was showering happily just now when suddenly this freaking lizard came out from nowhere and scare the hell out of me.

i'm never afraid of anything but lizards and moths. dun ask me why. they just freak me out.

yesterday was a job hunting day in tuas for me. i had never travelled tuas so much before in my entire life. yesterday was one such experience that i guess it will stay in my mind for quite some time.

sometimes i'm not frustrated with "her"... haiz... i dunno what to say... my words may seem blunt at times but i dun mean it. my tone at times doesnt sound nice but i seriously dun mean anything... sometimes when i'm out for too long, when i got home, i just wanna rest and my ears to be peace. not i dun wanna talk to you. i know u are still sad but i really dun wish to keep seeing u crying all the time.

alright. whatever.

tml is a decision making day for me.