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so what shall i blog about? let me think...

alright. i went tomb sweeping yesterday. woke up at 5 in the morning when the previous night i was out and only went to sleep at 1am.

walking up the slope to my grandpa's tomb, it was scary. it was only 6.30am and the sky is still dark. my relatives and me could hardly see the path we were walking and it was raining heavily the night before. roads will slippery so was my shoes. but still, we managed to get to our destination and got our stuff done.

next was to my grandma's tomb. it was alright. fast and furious. LOL

and final destination was to my uncle's which was located at CCK columbrium. there is where my dad "located" too. as usual, mum cried. i expected it though. its still hard for her to accept. seeing my mum crying, brought tears to my eyes. the moment i saw my dad's picture there, i had to accept that i haven seen my dad for a very long time.

its going to be another year of my birthday. and so is my dad's death anniversary too. time indeed flies. my one and only 21st birthday and my dad is not around to celebrate with me. 1st birthday without dad around. 爸爸，我好想你!

went to watch "the hearty paws" with emily bird and gang at cineleisure on saturday. 1st movie which actually let my tears fell. incredible. LOL after which, we walked around aimless in orchard. horrible.

oh ya, i asked my cousin yesterday about jobs and he was fast. he managed to help me get an interview in just a day. i only asked him yesterday you know? haha. but i'm not sure if i will get it. simply because i got no confidence anymore especially after the last interview.

sigh.

it had been a long entry isnt it?