i went to meet him. he fix my phone problems. thanks a lot.

but somehow, i rather feel kinda weird sitting beside him and not being able to hold his hands or what. i dun deny my feelings for him. i know it had faded. but nevertheless, i still got feelings for him.

looking back, i believe it is better for us to break up even though we once loved each other deeply. i was indeed very upset when he found another ger in his life. i meant its like, i gave the whole of my heart, treat him well and loved him all i can when he lost all his loved ones in a single night and what i got in the end was that i didnt have the time to be there for him. what we had been through, no one at my age could have been through before. we wanted to break up many times, but because we loved each other, we endured with each other. we tried giving in everything we could. we shared all the times we had and i spent most my times with him. in fact, i still do miss the times we had together. i know i shouldnt dwell on the past but i cant help it. each time i meet him, times of us spending together will appear in my mind. i still miss him.

i dunno when i will completely get over him. but no matter what, i will not let him affect what ever decision i going to make.

for once, i know what love truly is.