it was sad to hear the news that Xu Wei Lun passed away due to a car accident. from the way i heard the news reporter described, its about the same as my dad.

i understand the pain. i hope her family wil cope well with her death. my deepest sympathy and condolences.




it was nice chatting with my ger friends with some decent dinner at home. cozy and fun. did a lot of catching up with each other. my brother joined in as well. incredible to see him clicking so well with my friends. he grown up liao. LOL

i think i often laughed at people for having sore throat.

now i am laughing at myself.

off to school.


PS: Happy Birthday, Papa!

how could anyone in this world be so fuck up?

seriously, i am pissed off.

if anyone of you here reading here, do u encounter before some dumbass people who think they are smarter than u? come on', think again, what are these people trying to do? when in fact simple english, they can't even understand. what the hell? still act smart? for what? to prove to people u are the most stupid person on earth or what? just face it la, you are just another human being in this world who lives the way many others are living. you are not standing above anyone because all of us are of the same level, get it?




i just bully ah bird in MSN.

its fine being a woman. u get all the attention u wan and all the care n concern from the man u love.

but it's never fine to suffer monthly with all the cramps and pads.

after all the years, today i suffered the most terrible cramp i ever had. its so pain that i can't sleep last night. kept on tossing and turning. arghhhhh.

going to see a doctor to get some medicine. PAIN!!! help me!!!



but i still wanna be a girl in my next life. =)

fuck.

ralph lauren romance

i went to meet him. he fix my phone problems. thanks a lot.

but somehow, i rather feel kinda weird sitting beside him and not being able to hold his hands or what. i dun deny my feelings for him. i know it had faded. but nevertheless, i still got feelings for him.

looking back, i believe it is better for us to break up even though we once loved each other deeply. i was indeed very upset when he found another ger in his life. i meant its like, i gave the whole of my heart, treat him well and loved him all i can when he lost all his loved ones in a single night and what i got in the end was that i didnt have the time to be there for him. what we had been through, no one at my age could have been through before. we wanted to break up many times, but because we loved each other, we endured with each other. we tried giving in everything we could. we shared all the times we had and i spent most my times with him. in fact, i still do miss the times we had together. i know i shouldnt dwell on the past but i cant help it. each time i meet him, times of us spending together will appear in my mind. i still miss him.

i dunno when i will completely get over him. but no matter what, i will not let him affect what ever decision i going to make.

for once, i know what love truly is.

its just amazing how time flies. chinese new year is coming again. but this time, my family wont be celebrating. in fact, i dun feel the chinese new year mood also. haha.

but of cos, still can ask me out la. this year valentine's day is just 4 days before chinese new year. anyone wanna date me out? hurhurhur

i just got the urge to blog but i got no idea what i wanna blog about. haha.

in another 2 months' time, i will be graduating liao. i am still thinking where i should go. logistics management and hotel management interest me. but i dunno leh.

or should i just continue doing IT related area? but i got no interest in IT. in fact i think i am wasting my time studing wireless technology for 2 years. but for the sake of the certificate and the promise i made to my mum, i must persevere on.

hang on there!

i believe all my friends are stepping out to the working soceity already. i am too as well. i wonder by the time, do we all still keep in touch? will us still go out on special occasion to gossip? will all of us be there for each other? many questions i wanna ask. haha.

my mum recently urged me to get a bf. to get attached early and to get marry earlier, becoz she said i am so fat, wait in the future become fatter, then no one wants liao. what a mother i had! she said if by the age of 25, i still single, she will bring me go blind-date and force me get married!

i'm 21 this year. 4 more years to 25. wth!!! she so funny loh. oh well, i think i am crapping here.

my mood for blogging had dampen. maybe becoz its going to rain soon. and the mood of sleeping is coming!! woohooo.

its just another boring day i guess.

st james tml night. anyone on for it? buzz me.

history repeats itself once again.

when sometimes u are out partying whole night becoz u are troubled, and u need sum1 to tok, no1 is there.







i saw YE KAIXIN just now. so happy to catch up with her!

oh ya, yumei was with her too! hehe

gd nite all. sweet dreams

its friday and i'm already at home. friday owaz ends school early. i like it the best! LOL

its raining outside and it is so cozy to be on my bed typing out this entry with chances of me falling asleep without finishing this entry. LOL

2 weeks of 2007 had just passed just like that le. yet, i still haven got the chance to catch up with my ladies. bird bird, lin, rene and miao. where are all of you? none of u tagged me also. very sad u know?

shall we organise some gers outing? i missed the fun times we used to share leh.

new hair.

new look.

new attitude.

this is what i am now. take it or leave it.

i don't give a damn anymore.





its going to be end of the week again. shall we all go club?





st james alright? LOL

some pics from clubbing last week. enjoy.

so cool. enough of the pics of my old hairdo le. LOL time for new stuff.

but ya, in my next entry. :P

school started. last semester le. graduating in March.

where should i go?

st james power house, one word to describe "FUN"

i had fun last night. really fun. of all the clubbing times i had, last night was the best. everyone was so high.


anyway i guess a picture speaks a thousand words, so i guess i shall let the pictures do the talking instead.

i dunno who are the 2 guys from the last 2 pictures. emily's brother's frenz i think. i was too high to even care abt my face liao. LOL

still got lots more pictures coming up. its still with emily. waiting for her to send me. haha.

and there are a few more nightlife pics i took with my ger frenz and daniel few nights back

and guess what? me and emily had a conclusion. when u are about to go drunk, u will find urself very pretty or handsome in the dark one. serious leh. show u one pic to prove our theory is right.

and ya, crazy posing. =X

more pics to come when emily send me pictures. ok? stay tune. muacks

going st james later! woohoo!!!

oh ya, my hair is black in colour!

1st post for the year 2007.

hows everyone's new year? settled your new year resolutions liao?

i spent my new year's eve watching 2 midnight movies in a row. Death Note 2 and Blood Diamond. thumbs up for both movies. good ratings from FenzSoCute. LOL

and went for steamboat session with some IRC chatters from #singapore20+ and meet up with michelle as she is back from Shanghai trip on new year day. as soon as i got home, i met up with my relative, her bf and her bf's fren. we played mahjong. yesh!! mAHJONG!!

we played for like 18 hours. (estimated time) from 3.45am (yes AM) to 8 pm. hahaa. i won $60. not bad le wor.. LOL

and i went straight to bed as soon as we finished the last round. we played 6 rounds in total. shiok bo? LOL and i slept till all the way to now. envy me bo? LOL

i spent my new year wisely in comparison to my xmas.

2007 i will be a happy ger. shall enjoy this freedom i'm having! muacks

happy new year!!!


oh ya, i came up with a new name for my mahjong session "the curse of the mahjong tiles"

muahahahahahaha