i'm in school now typing this entry... my desktop is going to be down soon.. yes i mean very soon. but fear not, my mum bought a new laptop for me. which is totally the same as my brother's. its fair la i think.. we both had the same things then wun quarrel over whose good whose bad.. LOL

the laptop idea is my dad wanna get me one oso de.. i mean before his death. i aint sad anymore but i miss him badly. yes, this grief aint easy but i will overcome it.

i managed to be freed from his crutches from now on. its a lift from my heart... i felt so relieved now.. i hope this is for good... i guess we wont be friends anymore le ba... well... fated ba.. he just dun understand what i'm going thru. i'm glad now everything is over.

i wish u all the best.