i'm sorry but i got no choice but to keep posting sad entries. i really need to voice out my sadness inside me. if u ppl dun feel like reading then just close this window.

it had been a week since i last saw u papa.

it had been the longest time that i haven seen u for so long and i know the time will get even longer as time passes by.

are you really gone?

for this 1 week, have u come back and see us?

who is taking care of you now? ah ma and ah gong ma?

how are u coping on?

do u have to work there?

do u still smoke? if yes, cut down ur smoking ya? not very good for health

there are so many qns i wanna ask u papa, but i know i will never get an answer.

ur frenz told us ua re a good man and all along i knew it. u are a jovial person. u brightened up many ppl's life. when i was younger, i felt ashamed of what u did, but as i gets older, i know u meant well. i'm sorry papa. to have mistaken u. papa, i missed u every hour everymin every secs u know ma? the pain is still there. i cant help but to keep thinking.. papa, sorry.

i'm praying for you everyday. hope u will rest well there. we wun be a burden anymore to u. i will take over ur responsbility papa. you will always be in my heart.

if there's really another lifetime, i wanna be your daughter again. for many many many lifetimes.
becoz i know for sure, u are a husband, a good father and a good man.

papa, rest in peace.