went for medical checkup today. didnt go sch in the end. was wondering throughout the whole journey what if my application dun get approve? meaning after i graduate from ITE, i got to look for job and maybe without a stable income. i choose to sign on becoz its stable and at least my parents can dun need work so much just to provide allowance for me and my brother. i wish to end their burden soon but there's still a year more to go before i graduate with Higher Nitec.

but if my specialist dun get approve? i really praying hard i can get it. gonna be extremely hard. especially those interviews. *sigh*

i'm studying IT now. there bound to be a lot of challenges in the future one... can i take it a not? i felt i cant catch up with my studies nowadays. feeling dumb and dumber. useless me. have i chosen the right choice to study wireless technology? really suit me ma? i'm beginning to wonder. my path to the future is so near yet so far... i envy my sec sch frenz being in poly and most of them are graduating.. as for me? still struggling in ITE. oh my, i'm such a failure at times...



life is such a maze... we must get through lots of obstacle before we finally reach our destination. from kindergarten to pri sch then took PSLE, then proceed to secondary sch... either taking N levels or O levels.. then proceed to Polytechnics or ITEs or JCs. then after that, guys going serve NS, gers either going look for jobs or going University. some of them might have already decided what they wanna do afer they graduate le. i still dunno. i'm still thinking my path is right a not. thought of quitting sch but never. wasted too much time doing nothing already. cant do it anymore. i have to persevere on. cant give up. i really hope i can work in a good company. or even a stable job with the govt. i really wish for that.

i'm prepared to face the challenges out there but it ain't easy for now. right now i guess studies comes first than any other things.

well anyway, something happy did happen to me yesterday... i shall keep it confidential for the time being.. wahahahahaha...

alright la, i go do my things le.. take care peeps!